𐔌 . ⋮ LIKES* .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

music ♡ art ♡ reading ♡ writing ♡ horror movies ♡ liminal/backrooms ♡ anime ♡ y2k/80s ♡ journaling/hobonichi ♡ videogames

𐔌 . ⋮ DISLIKES* .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

emeto ★ racism ★ ableism ★ ageism ★ bullying

𐔌 . ⋮ BEFORE YOU FOLLOW* .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

DNI if you're under 18, anti, puritan, against yumeships &/or OCs, or generally triggered by fiction & dark(er) fictional topics!!
Due to my BPD i will set boundaries & explain triggers to you if we interact on a personal level.
Should you not respect boundaries, i will be putting my own safety & mental health first. please, respect boundaries & don't cross my line on purpose; discretion is advised. i am constantly trying to better myself, healing from PTSD & working through my issues.
Let's just be respectful to one another, treat each other with kindness & respect. ♡

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INTERESTS⤶

games ⛧ poppy playtime. twst. dbd. pools. hiveswap. resident evil. silent hill. soma. cod. idolm@ster. pokémon. splatoon. v/a sims. v/a horror & indie games.

music ⛧ mucc. dir en grey. plastic tree. pastel ghost. floppy. soad. him. the rasmus. wagakki band. vocaloid. korn. slipknot. & many more (check out my spotify).

anime/manga ⛧ phantom busters. tougen anki. hetalia. osmts-san. twst. ranma ½. demon slayer. bsd. ywpd. hq. hanako. samurai champloo. free!. lychee hikari club. vanitas. angel sanctuary. sailor moon.

series ⛧ x files. hazbin hotel. helluva boss. south park. TADC. homestuck. beyond belief. happy tree friends. & many more...

books ⛧ kafka. murakami. nietzsche. dazai. mishima. v/a horror. v/a liminal.

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𑣲FYI.ᐟ.ᐟ⤶

I create OCs & Yumes, I am a sharing Yumeshipper & am more than interested to hear about other people's OCs/Yumes!
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I write FanFics & RPs whenever I have the time to. Although, I would like to point out that in case of RPing, I follow the etiquette of 'give something, get something' - meaning that if I am to write someone specific for your OCs, then I kind of expect the same in return, sadly this kind of rule has somewhat been lost over time!
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A great fire burns within me, but no one stops to warm themselves at it, & passers-by only see a wisp of smoke.

-Vincent van Gogh

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˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚જ⁀➴ .⋆TW/CW⤶

emetophobia. any IRL images of it make me sick. fictional is fine, unless it is sounds (i.e. Plague infection in DBD).

EDs. i'm able to deal with fictional mention of it, but indication of above (emeto) are unwelcome. struggling with EDs myself.

OCD. contamination OCD, linked to germaphobia (hypochondriac), mostly with washing/disinfecting my hands over & over.

BPD. this is more of a CW for people interacting, since i advocate educating others of this, especially since i'd like my friends to understand it better if they want to interact. my BPD roots from C-PTSD as well as untreated AuDHD.

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speech. i have a speech impediment that can only be recognised IRL or in VC. i have a stutter that mostly comes through stressful moments etc. - it is as frustrating to me as to you, please be respectful about it. i also do verbal stimming (AuDHD) & echolalia; never is it meant as means to ridicule others when i repeat something verbally.

chronics. i was diagnosed with chronic illnesses (endometriosis, adenomyosis & long-COVID) which affected my immune system & disabled me partially. i am medicated for these, but due to it being hormonal therapies, i suffer from other issues i.e. memory loss, so i ask to be patient with me, when i take a little longer for things.

please note that if you are triggered by BPD (splitting, FP, hyperfixation, abandonment anxiety, reasssurance needed etc.), that i advise you to be mature enough to not interact. i am willing to explain & guide a lot, teach & educate, but i am not going to be (ab)used & let that happen. i'd rather prefer open communication than being a coward & ghost. if open communication isn't your goal, you might as well move along & spare yourself & me the trouble.

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